Remus's service was really nice. I wanted to thank you all again for not letting me find out one of my best friends died by getting his letter, especially after what happened with Sirius. Thanks so fucking much.

Let's go take Remus' ashes tonight. I need to get out of this rotten castle for a bit. I can't stand anyone here except for you and I guess Lily. And Harry of course. And we need to do this anyway.

I left the Rehabilitation Centre against my will. Podmore stunned me and took me even after I told him no.

I didn't love being at your Centre but it was pretty much the best option I had. I was excited to be a normal member of society again and get a flat with James but it looks like none of that is possible now.

If I leave Hogwarts, can I come back? The Order is going nowhere fast and I don't want to end up a dead vigilante like the rest of them will. I know I'm probably on the list to kill on sight now or something, but I could make it worth it for you to let me back.